I think my life is on a loop
Only difference is the person keeps varying to situations.
I am being a prey to my life. Going all out of control.
I neither control my surroundings nor my feelings nor actions.
Everything keeps flowing on their will.
Before it was a random stranger but this time its a best friend.
All I can say is that:
If I ever hurt you, it is my situations forcing me.
I’d rather be a coward and lose you than be hurt and keep you. Can’t afford to pretend happy anymore.
I hope you will forgive me in this because I HATE losing you.
I want you to help me overcome this situation by accepting it. And you should not hate me because I am forced to do this.
I want you to do well in your present endeover (forget me till its over) and make me proud of being your friend (though I don’t deserve to be called so)